Thursday, April 3, 2025

THURSDAY OF THE 4TH WEEK OF LENT - 2025

DAILY HOLY MASS READINGS

God loved the world so much that he gave his only Son:
everyone who believes in him has eternal life. JN3:16


EXODUS 32:7-14

My Soul's Beloved,

Every age seems more wicked and decadent than the last. How much longer, O Lord, will You tolerate us? When will Your rage, O Lord, burst forth and annihilate us as we deserve? How long will You hold the Father's hand against His faithless children who refuse to understand the depths of His love for us? So greatly has the Father loved us, Beloved, that He gave us You, His only Son, and all who believe in You are guaranteed salvation. It is through You, O Lord, that the Father has saved the world that was lost by Adam to Satan. By the power of Your redeeming Sacrifice, You won it back for God.

We worship idols in a variety of ways by becoming enslaved by the passing things of this world. We are obsessed by things that ultimately age, wither, decay, and die, but the things of God, which are eternal and life-giving, we ignore or despise. Abysmal ignorance of God, insidious laziness that lacks a healthy curiosity to study, understand, and explore all that is good, true, noble, and beautiful, and an all-consuming desire for lusting after the things of the flesh and the world are taking us to bring of total destruction. We are unwilling to see the looming evil that is slowly but terrifyingly drawing ever nearer. Soon, it will be too late to draw back from the crumbling edifice of hubris that will annihilate us if, in Your mercy, O Lord, You do not intervene to rescue us.

Listen to the prayers of Your anawim, O Lord, as You heard the pleas of Moses. Heed Your faithful remnant who cry out to You ceaselessly to withhold Your righteous anger against us. Do not punish and destroy us as we deserve, but for the sake of Your sorrowful passion, have mercy on us and forgive us.

The Lord said to Moses, ‘I can see how headstrong these people are! Leave me, now, my wrath shall blaze out against them and devour them; of you, however, I will make a great nation.’

But Moses pleaded with the Lord his God. ‘Lord,’ he said ‘why should your wrath blaze out against this people of yours whom you brought out of the land of Egypt with arm outstretched and mighty hand? Why let the Egyptians say, “Ah, it was in treachery that he brought them out, to do them to death in the mountains and wipe them off the face of the earth”? Leave your burning wrath; relent and do not bring this disaster on your people. Remember Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, your servants to whom by your own self you swore and made this promise: I will make your offspring as many as the stars of heaven, and all this land which I promised I will give to your descendants, and it shall be their heritage for ever.’

So the Lord relented and did not bring on his people the disaster he had threatened.

PSALM 105(106):19-23

O Lord, remember me out of the love you have for your people.


They fashioned a calf at Horeb
and worshipped an image of metal,
exchanging the God who was their glory
for the image of a bull that eats grass.

They forgot the God who was their saviour,
who had done such great things in Egypt,
such portents in the land of Ham,
such marvels at the Red Sea.

For this he said he would destroy them,
but Moses, the man he had chosen,
stood in the breach before him,
to turn back his anger from destruction.

O Lord, remember me out of the love you have for your people.

JOHN 5:31-47

My Soul's Beloved,

You performed great signs and wonders before many. They witnessed Your power. They heard the authority with which You taught them. You pointed out to them from Scripture how everything recorded in it spoke of You and Your coming. But their hearts were closed. Their eyes refused to see. Their ears refused to hear. They preferred the darkness to the light. 

We are no different, Beloved. We have the benefit of the great advances made to make Your Word accessible to all who desire to know it. We have the lives of great saints over the centuries who show us that it is possible to live good, holy, pure lives pleasing to God. We have the Church, which never ceases to be a good mother, a good shepherd, a good teacher to all who are her members. Too many of us prefer our own wisdom rather than leaning on the wisdom of the Church, and we stray from the Way that leads to the Kingdom.

Do not allow the world to stray much further, O Lor,d from the Way of Life and Truth, but grant that wisdom may prevail as we begin to see that the only way to be truly happy in this life is to believe in You and be grafted on to You. Save us, Lord, save Your people, and be not angry with us forever.

Jesus said to the Jews:

‘You study the scriptures,
believing that in them you have eternal life;
now these same scriptures testify to me,
and yet you refuse to come to me for life!
As for human approval, this means nothing to me.
Besides, I know you too well: you have no love of God in you.
I have come in the name of my Father
and you refuse to accept me;
if someone else comes in his own name
you will accept him.
How can you believe,
since you look to one another for approval
and are not concerned
with the approval that comes from the one God?
Do not imagine that I am going to accuse you before the Father:
you place your hopes on Moses,
and Moses will be your accuser.
If you really believed him
you would believe me too,
since it was I that he was writing about;
but if you refuse to believe what he wrote,
how can you believe what I say?’


Wednesday, April 2, 2025

WEDNESDAY OF THE 4TH WEEK OF LENT - 2025

DAILY HOLY MASS READINGS

I am the resurrection and the life, says the Lord;
whoever believes in me will never die. JN 11:25-26


ISAIAH 49:8-15

My Soul's Beloved,

You never forget us, You never forsake us, You are always with us, You are our God and we are Your people, Your flock, and You are our Good Shepherd. We know Your voice, and we obey it. When You call, we come to You, for we are confident that You will keep us safe from the wiles of the Enemy. You are our light and our life, and with You, O Lord, we will never be afraid, for we walk in the light of Your life and truth.

You feed us, You quench our thirst. You are the Rock on which we stand firm, and our food and drink are assured in You. The flesh we eat and the blood we drink well up to eternal life in us.

You invite every man, woman, and child to come to You, to live in You, to be redeemed by You, to be nourished by You, and to be saved by You. You desire us all for whom You lay down Your life to find home with You and remain in Your Presence, delighting in You forever. You are a God who wipes away our tears and turns our mourning into laughter and our sorrow into joy.

My Beloved, sometimes when sorrow weighs us down and we are crushed by grief and are tempted to believe that You, our God, have abandoned us, then, O Lord we will remember Your tender and timeless words of comfort and consolation:

For Zion was saying, ‘The Lord has abandoned me,
the Lord has forgotten me.’

Does a woman forget her baby at the breast,
or fail to cherish the son of her womb?
Yet even if these forget,
I will never forget you.


PSALM 144(145):8-9,13b-14,17-18

The Lord is kind and full of compassion.

The Lord is kind and full of compassion,
slow to anger, abounding in love.
How good is the Lord to all,
compassionate to all his creatures.

The Lord is faithful in all his words
and loving in all his deeds.
The Lord supports all who fall
and raises all who are bowed down.

The Lord is just in all his ways
and loving in all his deeds.
He is close to all who call him,
who call on him from their hearts.

The Lord is kind and full of compassion.

JOHN 5:17-30

My Soul's Beloved,

How can the world thank You for Your God's goodness, mercy, compassion, salvation, and faithfulness revealed and made visible in You, O Lord the Son of the Living God? You, O Lord, came into the world so we may know the God who created all things and desired us to be the crown of His creation.

Beginning with Adam and Eve, Lord, we have all sinned, been unfaithful, and turned away from Your loving kindness instead of accepting Your invitation and returning to You with humble and obedient hearts and a contrite spirit. We are hard of heart,  stubborn, and lacking in humility and wisdom. We set ourselves up as arbitrators of our lives, desiring to live apart from the True Vine, and end up withered and dead and good for nothing except to be cast in the eternal flames of God's wrath. 

The world is filled with the enemies of Truth just as the Sanhedrin was filled with hypocrites whose hearts were hard, evil, prideful, envious, and conceited. They had strayed so far from the Law of Moses, which was meant to set them apart from all the nations, and had corrupted it so greatly that they became weak and were repeatedly enslaved. The same is true of our times, O Lord. The world continues to embrace Truth because it prefers a life of ease, pleasure, and self-indulgence.

Grant us this grace, O Lord, through the power of Your sorrowful passion, to be unafraid to embrace the Truth that sets us free.

‘I tell you most solemnly,
whoever listens to my words,
and believes in the one who sent me,
has eternal life;
without being brought to judgement
he has passed from death to life.
I tell you most solemnly,
the hour will come – in fact it is here already –
when the dead will hear the voice of the Son of God,
and all who hear it will live.
For the Father, who is the source of life,
has made the Son the source of life;
and, because he is the Son of Man,
has appointed him supreme judge.